Anovel of the sold off orphan chapter 8

uyazi .

after kumkani and his girlfriend left , me and Ntando drove to the mall , Ntando is great company though all he could die for is cars and sport .

he got a call and his phone was connected to the car , I could see it was his girlfriend calling because she was saved baby .

me : why aren't you picking up? 

Ntando : I ..

me : no actually why do I care just take me back home .

Ntando : haybo and the mall ?

me : Ntando take me home !

I said and he took a turn and drove me back , trying to apologize for what just happened , no he should just go hang himself for all I care .

I went back inside furiously and all I could think about was last night , nothing happened but still I couldn't get it off my mind , what is wrong with you uyazi?

I took some wine and drank it , I've never done it before so it was quite hard for me to digest it as It didn't taste so sweet.

i took a rough book and pencil and sat on the mat on the sitting room placing my tools , wine and played a little music  .

I sat and started drawing whatever crossed my mind till it was late , I decided to eat cereal since kumkani said he wasn't coming back .

it was now nine and I heard the door opening and kumkani walked in holding his jacket on his hand and rubbing his stomach with his car keys around his finger .

me : you're back ?

kumkani : yeah .

he said and walked over and sat next to me on the mat looking at my drawings but I kept my eyes on him .

kumkani : wow this is beautiful.

me : thanks .

I said smiled as he sighed and leaned back resting his head on the couch behind us and slowly turned to me .

me : I thought you said you weren't coming back .

kumkani : yeah I thought so too .

me : how was your date .

kumkani : i don't really know I guess the whole time I was just thinking about something else , how was yours?

me : *laughs* that wasn't a date and we didn't go , his girlfriend called and I told him I didn't want to go anymore so he left .

Kumkani: smooth .

me : *giggle* 

kumkani : you know what I was thinking that whole time ?

me : what?

he sat up straight and his  hand held my face and pulled me closer as he leaned and kissed me and I slowly but surely responded but after I few minutes I pulled out and closed my eyes tight in embarassment, what just happened?

kumkani : I was thinking whether your date was going better than mine or not .

me : kumkani what did you just do ?

I said getting off the floor causing him to get up too , what is wrong with him?

kumkani : I just kissed you .

me : are you insane kumkani , you have a girlfriend and she loves you but still you don't think twice before kissing other girls .

kumkani : come uyazi you wanted this too .

me : wanted it? uya.. no yazi yinto , I'll leave you here because clearly you don't see anything wrong with what you just did .

kumkani : because there's nothing wrong uyazi , I love dia but this is something else .

me : just shut up kumkani , you love her then go to her , why are you here kissing me ?

I said in a shaky voice and a tear escaped my eye and another one followed as I took my books and ran off to my room and locked myself up , uyazi what did you just do ?

lelam .

I laid on the bed with my back watching the ceiling as I thought of that night in his house .

that night .

I was so angry from what sine did and when I arrived I was a little cool but still angry as I told by the couch on the lounge as he made his way from the kitchen and I could see it was a feast on the table but I just wanted to know what is it he wants .

he walked over to me and took my hand into his and kissed and took a glance at my thighs and then back at my face .

zakhele : tell me something , why are you so beautiful ?

me : what am I doing here zakhele?

zakhele : you're here to have dinner .

me : unfortunately I'm not hungry .

zakhele : ntombazane I really hate woman who don't listen when I say something.

me : I never listen to anyone and that won't change with you , so what you took me all the way from my orphan away from my family just so you can get rid of boredom?

zakhele:*chuckle* don't you dare talk to me like that girl you don't wanna die so young do you .

he said coming closer and roughly grabbed my arm , I rolled my eyes and looked away which seemed to anger him and he threw me against the wall and his hands pulled my dress and ripped it off my body and I slightly screamed as it fell to the ground and I was left with my panties because my boobs are too small for a bra .

zakhele : was that so hard?

he sa looking into my teary eyes and went down to my whole body which had scars all over it from me cutting and burning myself whenever I feel depressed and he swallowed hard and picked my dress up and covered me again , is he happy now , he saw all my pain .